surrealism is not my style

[Nel]

Cil-
I finished reading your entire story. Wow. I'm so sorry about the development with your H. I agree with you that your husband is in MLC. I hear all the time from my H, "I'm just not happy." They do think by getting out of the marriage that they will magically be happy. It is heartbreaking. I know you are working so hard on yourself. It is very impressive to me how introspective you've been and how you've owned your mistakes. Now you really have to focus just on YOU. I like what Thorton said.

Nel