When it comes to the kids is when I struggle on if I should text my wah or wait for him to contact me.
Today d5 got her mid year exam and she got all 60 questions right and is top of her class for preschool. I am so very proud of her! I really want to text him and tell him how smart and amazing she is but then I'm like well its not important, I can wait tp tell him.
I dont want to use my kids as a way to talk to him when I'm missing him. I am missing him right now. My pillow still smells like his cologne from when he was last here.
