Stepping in a Different Direction

[Pax_luv]

I appreciate your perspective, Zeus.

I guess I am pressuring myself to want to find someone new because I'm up against my biological clock. While I would love to heal in the most healthy way possible, I fear that the window to safely have biological children will slowly be getting narrower and narrower. I know it's going to take time to find someone, fall in love, get married and then have children. Meanwhile, My h is going to be 46 in a few weeks and he shut the door on having kids.

Do I choose the option that will increase my chances of having kids or do I stay committed to my non- existent marriage? This is something I keep asking myself.