Hope is not a Strategy- It looks done

[rich4j]

Curling up in a ball sounds just fine sometimes. Keefa..feel for ya and if you were closer (sounds like you are UK based) I would catch a rugby game with you. I played back in college in the states Kids can keep us going and that is what I wake up every day and am thankful for...and my dogs! :-)

Those that have followed my drama ...there has been allegedly no A. From reading and posting over the last few months I doubted this over and over again as she was not the type of person to just throw in the towel but then again maybe I didn't know her well enough.

I have flip flopped from caring/not caring to caring/not caring weekly in terms of an affair. Why do I care at this point? Pride? yes. Do I like more pain than I am in ? No

But I guess for some of us we need answers. I kept digging and have found she "at least" has had an interest out of town where she has been at least hanging out with when visiting her hometown friends. It seems to not have started until we were in a bad,dark place but I am confident it was part of what she needed to kick me to the curb. And continue the blame game of "I wouldn't be dong this if it wasn't his fault"