My mind is now spinning, but in a different way than in the past. Not the "oh my god I'm gonna die..." But in "what is best for me and my son"? I do believe, on his end, he deserves me to give her a chance. To grow up with a true family. I don't know if I can do that now?
Me 34, XF 27 Many years together Son 4 Engaged Not engaged Many false starts by XF 7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life 2/17 girlfriend moves in my home
