Thanks for post U, I always love to hear from you and you are welcome to my place at any time.
Just reading your post. what pressure oo you think this is pressure that I put myself under?
As I see and lets be honest I am likely not seeing this correctly as being too close to the problem. I am only trying to achieve a sense of normalcy and sense of belonging, to rid myself of pain. Sure there is the health and wellness side and that goes without saying. I am not getting any younger and extra weight matters.
I admit that there is a high level of vainty in this for me. As Mu suggested and think Zues previously posted on my last thread my ego is significantly invested in this venture of transforming this body that I have.
I am so confused about how I should feel about my own state of attractiveness and beauty.
Fo and Julie are both struggling with anger and their H right now. I hear the hurt and loss and the betrayal. Imagine that anger turned inwards. Would you not do anything to rid yourself of that.
