Sorry if I post day to day logs and details about the smallest things. It helps me to process everything and then I can also look back and see if there are small signs of improvement. Guess I should write more in my journal but since I pretty much live on this board it is easier to write here with more accuracy.

Well anyway, I emailed my W the tournament schedule for March for my stepson. Which is not me going out of my way, its what I have always done. Then on the way to practice she calls, here it is just to chat. I managed to be the one to end the call this time, but that is really hard! Then toward the end of practice she just sends me a random text about no one stalking snow shovels. I did not respond as it was not an emergency and we already had the phone call. Just now then at 11:00 she texts again. This times it is about the kids and then the weather. I don't know if she misses me, is doing a temp check or what? But she is being really nice. We have been separated for over a month now (me living in an apartment my friend let me use) and now her out of the house and me back in the house. Guess I will just have to monitor???


Me 41
W 33
M 2013
Suspect A 11/15
Confirm A 1/16
She moved out 2/14/16
Stepson 13
Stepson 16