Stepping in a Different Direction

[Pax_luv]

Thank you both for the responses Thornton and broke. I appreciate your feedback.

So my musings over the last 48 hours......
I'm feeling really frustrated with my current sitch and am sensing that I'm ready to move on. I think I'm done. I know I shouldn't make any decisions based on how I'm feeling right now. But, yep... I think I'm done. Really done. I don't want h back. He's done and said so many things that just disrespect me as a human being and I hate to sound cliche.... But I know I deserve to be treated better than this. I'm a good person and I've had put so much energy into "this".... Without an ounce of anything in return. I'm holding on to nothing.

I've been feeling pretty upset about this... And am crying about this right now... But it's just not right. I think I need to give myself permission to move on... And yeah- that means date. I never saw myself here, but I feel ready.

Someone smack me with a 2x4 if I'm being irrational. I can take it. I just have no reason or emotional connection to h right now.