I take back my bad weekend. In general it was good. If I JUST focus on the H parts, yes it was hard and depressing and he was mean at times but he did wish me a happy valentines and gave me a hug later after I got too sad because he felt bad. Besides him and his hot and cold issues. I got flowers and a gift card from my friends, I got to do a Lowes workshop,we went to zumba,out to dinner,to the park, I did spend all vday with my H so at least he wasnt with anyone else, got to hangout with my mom, bought new clothes, painted my nails, took a really good selfie, got asked out on a date( I said no but very flattering). So I had a good weekend. I need to focus on everything good.
I had a better day today. Gave my H space, went into another room when he left for the day. He came and found me to give me a hug and tell me he would see me soon. He ended up texting me about taxes before he went to work.
He called and I went back into DB mode with pinks and squiggys suggestions. I was fun, laughing when I said hello? Here the kids. He talked and had them give the phone back. He was confused on my D5 story so I told him the story: basically D5 will say want to see a magic trick with my m&m? She will turn around and eat it. Turn back around and say wallah.
I made sure I told him how funny they are and how silly they have been and just said ok have a good day at work, bye, he was like wait! I hope they are good for you. I was like yeah they always are. We are just fine! Bye!
I feel better. I had a nap. I had a snack. I tried to focus on the happy in my life and less ln the non happy. I'm trying!
