Just had an amazing weekend.
On Thursday went with the kids and some friends to a ski resort.
I don't ski and neither do the kids, but we played with our sledges.
It feels so good to behave like a 9 years old kid!
And on Sunday I sat the kids in front of me and told them how much I love them and how important they are to me. In the end I asked them if they wanted to be my Valentines, with some tears already running down my face.
It's interesting that now I am not afraid of showing my emotions to the kids, of showing them some vulnerability.
I hope this is progress.


Me43 W39
M 12y,T 15y
S09,S07
Bomb Jun14
Sleeping separately Jan/Mar15
Share bed Mar/May15
Reconcile Jun15
Aug15 W sais D will happen
D told to kids Sept15
W moved out with kids 01 October15