Thank you guys. I really have been very hard on myself the last two days. Yes squiggy I really adore pink. She is amazing. I am hoping I feel better later or tomorrow.
I am still obsessing and trying to process that he told his friend he will house sit from marchish until julyish about 45-60mins from me and the kids.
I feel like it means he 100% has no desire to come back home. I know I'm mind reading but that is a huge commitment he made on his own and it is eating me up.
I know it might be good because right now me or his mom takes care of him. Aka if he is here Im the one taking care of the house or at his parents his mom does the shopping,cooking,cleaning etc. So maybe he needs to be alone. He went from living at his parents, to moving in with me, to buying our house and living together. He has never once been alone. I am doing it with the kids but the most he does it, is 1-2 days a week and I am home half the day . All he has to do if feed them dinner and put them to bed, next morning feed breakfast and take and pick up from school. It really isnt hard when that is all he has to do in one week.
I just can not help but think he will have girls over and having the fun great bachelor life.
