Finally back after spending the week and weekend treating the plague in my home (W and S6 both had the flu...I'm tired).
So you made some "mistakes". You're feeling down, which is more of disappointment, if you really consider it. Things did not go as you hoped they would after feeling so great and detached. Red, you are human. If you did not go through periods like this, we would tell you to go file D papers now. You are trying to balance some of the biggest emotions, biggest hurt, blows to your self-esteem and self-identity all while trying to be the best mom, friend, daughter, and wife you could be.
One thing I always tell people is that you don't make mistakes. You miss opportunities. In your case you missed opportunities to show your PMA, your strength, your growing detachment, images of life without you, etc. The beauty of missed opportunities is that they often come back around again. I'll bet you the farm you'll get another chance.
Btw, I'm so glad you and Pink are bonding. She's a special lady, isn't she? You two had me smiling when I was catching up.
M: 8.5 T:10 Me:37 W:34 S:6
Retrouvaille and W moves back- 7/31/15 Piecing - 7/4/15 to present