REALLY trying to detach...but GALing regardless!#4

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Thornton, I feel better. Definitely stronger. I didn't really ask many questions of her, but she sure liked to hear herself talk. I feel like I have more clarity about H and his choices. Clearly I am not one of them! I feel like I have been shoved right into the angry stage and I am angry about many things that have to do with THEM. I must admit that I like this stage much better! Instead of feeling weak and pitiful, I feel stronger and less willing to let him continue to hurt me and treat me like the dirt on the bottom of his shoes.


I was REALLY happy when I thought she was just going home mad. It definitely deflated me a bit when she didn't leave. I can't believe after all I told her, that she just went back over there and climbed right back in bed with him. Sigh......