Back again 8 years later

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Had a pretty good weekend. Went to sons game together. Was just like old times. We came home and had a few drinks together and talked and talked forever. She even said that she was going to ask if I wanted to go to a party at a brewery that her girlfriends BWe reminisced about some old good times, then she said she doesn't know how much I want to be involved with her finding a place for the separation. I told her that I don't want her to leave. I said if you could just open your heart a tiny bit...She said do you know how much pressure that puts on me? So, I don't know if she is going to stay or not. We talked like best friends again so maybe there is hope. Got her a nice gift that she loved for V day and we spent the day together watching tv and she was just as pleasant as before. Kinda felt like I was feeding a squirrel. I don't want to make any sudden moves but....when she has accused us of not having any intimacy or talking, it's hard to know what the line is between smothering and improving our M. She has made comments here and there that seem like she is waiting to see changes. Maybe she has a small glint of hope that somehow I change her mind. That's alot of pressure. I really don't know what to do.