I did find that part tough. How to reconcile caring for some one who has hurt a child. I stood and stood but xh2 wanted out. He was going to do it in any way he had to which was making me the bad guy.
I can get that, but that doesn't make me the bad guy, I laugh now about xh2 critism. They have become so invalid that they actually make me chuckle. As weird as that is. Not they even were valid at the time.
Some of crazed notions of xh2 will undoubtably be his undoing if he continues down that path. The best bit IMHO is it won't effect Me, not one bit.
There have been some far off grumblings, which show xh2 has feeling and is still very much in his head in the r!
I left the ashes long ago, and it feels like someone else when I talk about it or others try to bait me. As odd as that is (being baited) it keeps happening, it's like a slow motion train wreck I see coming and just side step. It's really weird how that is happening but boy each time it happens its powerful and such a great feeling.
Especially when you know how to side step, and you have truely changed that whole knee jerk.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
