Today stunk. Spent the day with my H. Cried like 4x today not bad cry just a couple tears rollin down my face.
He made a joke about ooooh are you sad because you don't have a valentine. That was just mean. He was mean. He asked me to go to my inlaws and I did and I was super quiet and it was because I love them but idk what to say and he gave me a hard time about being quiet and awkward.
He eventually felt bad and said happy valentines day when I left but it was too late by then. I feel like I should have left at 1-2 pm but I was with him from 10am-7:30pm. I just didnt want yo be alone.
I did awful at 180,gal, everything. Today just stunk.
