Yeah, definatly hormonal right now. I know husband cannot text or contact me cause it's Valentine's day. I am presently feeling a really deep sadness. I want to call him, but of course I Will not. I do miss the good times. I miss the average times. I ask myself, was I that horrible of a spouse for it to come to this? He obviously feels like I was. Was I unique to other women? Why is it so hard for him to just move on, start a new slate (like he had suggested that day after he received my petition) I was so angry earlier. I'm not as accustomed to this feeling.
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015
