oh my, I'm sorry for confusing some of you. I was referring to the emotional link binding me to my wife. Last night I did some soul searching and concluded that my wife does exactly what she wants with no regard for me. She left the house at 10 am and returned 11 pm. I am not angry with her. I accept that I simply am not a concern of hers. It is unfair to me, my children and my wife to force an outcome that is not possible. I must forgo the grasping and attachment of what I want in regards to my wife and marriage. I accept reality and will try to make it as positive as possible. I will work harder at detaching from my wife.
I will comment to each of you my dear friends but first I must cook my children dinner. I'll be back. Thank you again and see you soon.
