This is a self serving post Mu, just so you know up front!
So it's Monday morning here in little old NZ. I woke to a very kind message of love and support from a friend, and my day started out with gratitude, hopefulness and joy about my life and the people in it.
We often underestimate the power of our own presence has in someone else's life and what we bring to them. I was reminded of that this morning, and I am grateful that person made their presence known.
So to read "it maybe time to say good bye". Well my heart and stomach dropped. I don't know what it means in your world. I only know how I interpret it in mine. It scares me Mu for lots of reasons.
Isn't it funny what someone can trigger, someone all around the world, someone I know only by a handle on a online board, yet be emotionally moved by .
My dad never understood me Mu, never gave me any physical affection, positive attention, just nothing.
I spoke of you recently to a friend, I talked about this man this very gentle man who I thought I would have liked to have had as a father. A man who has wisdom and insight at a pracitical and spiritual level and who I can honestly say probably gives the best dad hugs ever. I would have liked to have brought my joys and sadnesses to you. I think you would have celebrated me.
I know I am not your wife or kids, and nothing I can say or do will ever heal the pain you feel. So if you do say goodbye I want you to know this. Know that you have healed a small part in me and I am grateful.
If you ever decide you want to reach out to me. I am easy enough to find on MDW Divorce Busting facebook page, just look for the Hobbit.
