MB. I am sorry you had to go through that. I don't want to imagine OM showing up to chat because I am positive one of us would end up in the hospital. And since I have no shame in fighting dirty I don't believe it would be me. It took an amazing amount of courage and self control from you ( in my eyes) to sit and talk to her. Although In doing so I hope you received some clarity as painful as it may have been. Moved yourself closer to self peace.
it is hard for almost everyone here to stop beating themselves up on what they could have done or what they shouldn't have done. To stop asking themselves what they can do and should t do. In doing so I think it makes it harder to keep going on. The events and actions of the past are exactly that. The past and can not be changed, altered or removed in any way shape or form. So that leaves moving forward and we have to do so for ourselves to make our own lives better, for ourselves not for S.
I like yourself I think have a hard time believing we can be happy without our S, but we can MB. Maybe not today or tomorrow but we will! And I will be here to help as much as I can until we are
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
