Thank you Fogg. I know your right. I must accept she's done with me. I now must live with a house mate. It just hurts so bad, she's still not home. She does not give a sh!t about me. She is doing what she wants.
Do what you want my friend, even if you cry driving there and cry back. Start with that. Her path is her own, and she must have to tell herself the worst things to keep a man like you out of her life. The story must be huge.
One foot in front of the other Mu, tomorrow's a new day. Then the next one, then the next one, then something will shift or break. Change has to come, keep weathering the emotional storm till then.
Sending you a man valentine.
PP
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
I read the last several pages about shredding photos and throwing out love notes. I think it's when the reminders cause pain, or guilt, or clash with the new reality they have built in their minds. How can you re-write history and claim the R was always bad if you're confronted with proof it was loving and happy?
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17
Thank you for responding Painter. I have read many of your posts and think you always offer sage advice. What you just posted just now rings very true. She must be struggling with this situation. All I can do is offer loving kindness to her. The hurt sometimes gets in the way but I'll keep trying. Feel free to stop by anytime, your always welcome.
Job, I will start a new thread first thing tomorrow.
