Day has gone strange as by mistake I have deleted all the message that STBXH and I have been having for the last year. Impossible to retrieve them, I'm annoyed as I wanted to keep them in case of D as I had written proof from STBXH about him admitting A. On the other hand I believe that it was meant to happen as it's another way to get of this roller coaster!
On another note STBXH didn't come into the house for the second day in a row after he dropped the girls, it feels like he is DB me! I'm done trying to understand him. The funny thing is that he told me who would be looking after the kids while I'm gone to see family at the beginning of the week. He added that he'd be working on Vday ( which I'm a bit skeptical about) and said that he'd be coming earlier on Monday ( the weirdest thing was I told him that I didn't need him that early but he insisted on coming!). The next best thing was that I got two roses bushes from the girls for Vday! We only offered each other something on Vday the first year we were together.
I thanked him for taking the kids out for the day, that I was sorry that he had to work and that him getting two rose bushes from the girls was a gesture that I appreciated a lot.
