Speak to your AA mentor and try to relax. This is good, and yes whilst I am not compulsive I have been involved with recovery enough to know how important this phase is.
When shift happens and I hope nearer acceptance that is enormous. You will move forward.
One day at a time, today is a good day when it is a day of awakening.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW