Vanilla, thank you so much for taking the time to write all of that out. You just broke me down man. I heard your words as they were intended...but man...everything just came crashing down for me. You are right...I do have a ton of work to do just on me.

I will come back and post more...I can't do it in any way that makes sense right now. But, I just wanted to say that you made a huge impact, and I really appreciate it.

I'll be back when I have some time to gather my thoughts.

Tough day today.

Me:41 - LBH in apt
W:39 - WW in home
Kids:D(15), D(11), S(9) - custody % 58/42
M: 15 yrs - DoS: 10-11-15
(PA confirmed 2-12-16; WW dumped by AP 11-6-15; WW dated 7-8 men in Jan '16 via Match.com)