Bit of a step back. STBXH turned up to pick kids. Looked good, smelt good and was smiling. First time since all this that he was standing in the door frame. I spoke a bit as need to talk about house sale. He never looked me in the eyes. What did hurt unsettled me was that he dropped the kids at the door, usually he'd come in. Not trying to read into it too much, still feeling a bit unsure. Other than that woke up happy despite the cold, had a really good day at work and my kids tell me they wanted to spend more time with me, they are only with their dad for an hour every other day and all day on Saturday. I took it as a compliment :-)
