Just wanted to update on a interaction I had with W today. And a change in myself that I like and may be what I have been looking for the past couple days.
I texted her to let her know what time I wanted to meet tomorrow as she had asked and I said I would get back to her. So she said she will make it work and that she would bring cupcakes for the party. I replied that i had planned on doing the same though it has been 20 years since I last attempted a cake and that didn't pan out well. She said oh ok. I won't bother bringing any then. I felt like I was being cold here. I had planned the whole day and handled it all. She was looking to be involved in S1 bday too. So I replied, I can't make something with the kids on the weekend. And I don't want to ruin his cupcakes by mixing up baking soda and baking powder again. (I did this once with biscuits. It wasn't good). She laughed and said ok.
Now whether it meant anything to her or not that's her. This little act makes me feel good about myself and more like an action that is me. she has always made all the kids their cakes and this continues that for her. It's not a huge issue that I am not making the cupcakes as I have party hats and plates and a gift and the day planned already. I am excited for it!
A part of me really misses W baking too.... Haha
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
