I sometimes feel like I am a 30yr old stuck in a 24yr old body(and I just turned 24 a few months ago). My 4 closest friends are 40,36,30,25 so I am the baby out of my friends but have always been an older soul is what my friends say..but trust me I can act like a 16-24 year old too lol.
I think GAL alone when I want it to be like go see a movie alone or go on a long walk alone as long as I choose to be alone I will not feel so lonely.
I am excited to finally feel like I'm getting the GAL. BEFORE I was just concentrating on going out to party like my wah but it just isnt me which is why I wasnt having fun with my gal.
Well pink, men are uniform are sexy LOL. I always go for a man in uniform for some reason. In highschool it was the rotc boys( highschool air force boys.)
You are NOT the ONLY person who thinks our separation is not a real separation. His best friend even tells him all the time that our separation is the weirdest version of "separation" that we could come up with and makes no sense at all.
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE MY SITUATION? I am curious how others see it. Especially on here vs my friends.
In my eyes I am in a horrible separation, with a husband who wants a divorce, and I cant decide if Im in denial about him really going to leave or not. (Somedays on my bad days this is my thought process)
Okay so FRIEND is okay, GROUP is okay but I'm not crazy for not wanting one on one alone time yet or for awhile until I feel like that is a thing to do.
I am doing my best! I really am trying to take all the advice you all give me. I know that it is the opposite of what I want to do but I really want to know, if my M fails, I can say I gave it 110% and not have that what if I did more regret and feelings.
Love Red
Ps my name was suppose to be rednails since I had red nails that day but I left off the s and now I smile everytime I log in because it reminds me to do my darn nails.
