wow I appreciate the help but really feels like an ass chewing. There isn't a fn manual on how to handle this. I've been betrayed for 6 months. I have dropped 25 lbs. Am I at my best after being crushed over and over again. Nope. But I am stronger in a way. I am prepared to move on without her. My stance is I will be open and honest and be the person I am. I know right now she will get space and she will get it. I will not ask anything of her right now. I agree on intimacy too. Believe it or not I am far from ready for that. She will remain in the basement for a while.
I do fear that once her anger passes she will miss the addiction.
I know it will take time for her to get over it if she is choosing to end it. She started talking to me about it on the phone and I said as much as I want to be there for you right now I think you should talk to your brother to get a non bias opinion. She agreed.
I don't have any answers at this point. I know things aren't better. I just have a little hope that maybe, maybe the other thing is finally over.
Gosh... I know it was for the wrong reasons, but I had a little happiness today. Then I come in here and get my tail handed to me. Probably deserved it, but be nice. I came here for help.
