Sorry you were sick, this years cold hit me pretty hard. Yes, pqrt of being down from the bug...the secondary side affect is you are grounded for a while and you cannot soar like you want to.
I am glad that you were feeling like you qanted to get out...it is a good thing. It tells me youbare not aatisfied with what you were and you want better for yourself! Yay roiste...i like your attitude here.