venting or journaling:
I am getting very nervous and anxious. I have a behavior evaluation for S6 and I just worry what all this situation has done to him. I am worried they are going to tell me I am failing him as a mom. I am so worried about him. He is so sweet but has really been struggling.

H did not call S8 for his bday. I guess he figured his party on Sat was enough?? I did see that he is now taking testosterone ( pills were in his car) I have not been spying.
I am really in hate mode now. I think it has to do with my son's evaluation coming up. H says S's behavior has nothing with my H leaving. I am just fried and done.