Why can't I get a grip on this? I keep spiraling around, going back and forth...and I'm mad at him for the same kind of thing. Mixed signals. Mixed heart. Damn it, I need to be hot or cold.

Me: 42, H: 38
Married: 12 years (second M for me)
14D, 9D
2015 EA (PA??), porn addict, *pastor/counselor* MLC

At a counselor, he said he wanted the marriage but not to work on himself w/a IC. Piecing?