Sleeping better the last two nights. Wife called to tell me how much she loves her new career and that they think she's doing a great job / good fit there. Made me feel really happy for her. She wanted to talk a while, so I ended conversation as soon as I could. IC went great last night, getting more tools for coping with the emotional stuff. Still no signs of light for saving M, but lots of positive thoughts of a great future for me. Lost another 4 pounds after I thought the weight loss stalled, fitting into my old wardrobe, some nice stuff, just 10 years out of style! Clothes we bought on the honeymoon are too big for me now...

Don't think I'll make 100% progress getting over things until the "real" divorce is complete though. Should be in two months or so, maybe longer. Then another long emotional journey will start for me I suppose.

M 43 W 45
M 10.5 T 15
S 26 D 17 (previous relationships)
ILYB 12/25/15 + asks for D
Confirm affair 1/10/16
W has D ready to sign, but agrees to wait for refinancing to go through (I get a house!)