You're doing fine, Tyler. I think you're doing well, anyways.
The detach is the hardest part for any of us. The range of emotions you go through on the daily is something every person on the board can relate to, I promise you that.
I remember my S6 telling me that the way I made oatmeal was not "as good as mom's." I told him "I'm sorry buddy, I wish I could make it the way she does." I then went to the backyard and cried... over oatmeal...
It seems so silly to me now but at the time I felt like the biggest failure in the world.
