I have mixed feelings about the ring. I did put it back on. I tried hard to leave it off. Its has been a symbol of the MR that I am trying to save. It is there when my kids hold my hand and they turn it and touch it. I haven't given up completely so I put it back on.
When W came home I hid my hand, I didn't put it on for her. It was for me something of this MR that I have control over. I get to choose if I am wearing it or not. I want my kids to remember me wearing it.
The mixed part is when I think I should take it off to help me move forward and detach.
Me late 30's W mid 30's T 15, M 10 S4, S7 ILYBNILWY June 2015 In house S July 2015 W rings off Oct 2015 My ring off Feb 2015 Separate houses June 2016
