Moving Ahead in UK - pt17 - been here so long!

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Isittoolate
I can relate to your post yes the idea of dating scares me too and to be honest I sometimes think fnck this who needs this but I stand by my marrage

I need to loose my fear of being alone and being without my wife life would actually be so much less stress and I feel I am getting to the point where I am realising that living in the same house is not much fun. Way too many triggers

W told me,she is going out Saturday to a bar with her girl friend so I need to child mind ....so my mind starts to race

Then she has a moan at me because I have not taken my daughter to her horse my daughter did not ask me to do it my daughter right now wants very little to do with me so my wife talks down to me in front of my daughter ......"so your the adult why did you not take her you have just been sitting there". No I have been doing some work.

I am no longer reacting to these outbursts and just remain silent.

I will get through this

Here is to a happier day