As others have said Keefa , this is not really about you. It her and her issues. None of us are blameless however you must not take all the resoonsabilte for the breakdown

Right now W sees happiness at the end of the rainbow and she's chasing it hard. All you are is an obstacle to her.

You are not dealing with the woman you knew It's so tough but is reality for now and maybe forever Stay strong and do things for you

Take care. Rd