I feel Like I am going crazy.. I want to call and ask him if he has seen her, talks to her, if he still likes her since he did 11 years ago, like so much stuff. I can't I know I can't.
Get out my anger, crying, frustration TONIGHT and never cry over this again until I have solid proof is my plan for tonight I guess
I get crazy like this too. It's part of the roller coaster. We have to be able to take one day at a time, as long as we need it. I would have liked nothing more than to vent, have a good cry, and say I'm letting you go. I did that, and then I'm good for a short while. Then, my rollercoaster goes underwater, and I can't breathe. I've "never cried over this again" countless times.
