B's 10-Week Bootcamp

[Bfice3]

Thank you for responding. I get it. I do. I'm working on learning how to be okay with me. It's not easy. I mean some days I feel pretty good...I'm a decent looking guy...I have a decent career...

But then other days...everything seems fruitless. I haven't been able to figure out how to interact with her without craving more. I am getting better about spinning out of control. This weekend for example after our big fight, I was more or less okay. I took the kids out and we watched the Super Bowl. That was huge! A month or two ago...I would have been a complete wreck.

I mean, there is improvement. In my attitude...and in my ability to detach from her.

But clearly I still have a long way to go.