Rich4j, the "old school" house would be a great idea!
Keefa, hope you had a good run. I too am about to go for a run to get out of this big, empty, apartment that I shared with H. My gym also has a steam room which does a miraculous job of sending me instantly into chill mode. I've tried everything to get out of this place on a nightly basis and sometimes, it sends me into a deeper depression. Every night I leave work dreading coming home to an empty apartment, going to bed by myself - wondering where H is and is he with someone else. And what makes it all even worse is that I can't even afford to be here by myself so dealing with that in itself is a pain in the arse but, I'm putting the pieces together as best as I can. Wish H/Best Friend were here rebuilding with me.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
