I feel Like I am going crazy.. I want to call and ask him if he has seen her, talks to her, if he still likes her since he did 11 years ago, like so much stuff. I can't I know I can't.
Get out my anger, crying, frustration TONIGHT and never cry over this again until I have solid proof is my plan for tonight I guess.
I really hope he actually doesn't call me today to ask about the kids or want to talk to them just so I can have the rest of the night to myself.
