Just thought I would drop in. Had dinner with WW last sat. She is still pushing the friends bit, wants to do stuff and all that, but still dose not want relationship. I actually felt sad and strong at the same time, while I was with her, strong because for the first time I really did not feel any connection to her, I was not effected by her presence I was in control and she was edgy she is loosing her power over me. I'm not buying the friendship thing, I'm going NC and as dark as I can, I'm fed up with it. I'm doing OK with my GAL and the anxiety is almost non existent, I don't want to keep messing with my emotions, I feel she is doing her best to cake eat, I am not going to let her "have it all" Her farm stay has been rescheduled due to double booking, so she could attend my D birthday, D told her she is not welcome, this will be the first time she will be excluded from a family gathering.
H 50 W 46 T 31 M 24 EA 11.11.15 PA not sure. Dx3 Separated 5.12.15 (not legally)