Cadet, that felt like a kick up the arse! Thank you. I guess I needed that. Went to parents evening this afternoon. Both my boy are doing great. Am so proud and pleased for them. They are not showing much in the way of emotional distress at the moment but I think it's now that it will start to change due to the parental alienation. STBXW works part time as a teacher assistant at the school so she is well known. They knew about the 'toxic relationship' as she has labelled it to them but they didn't know that it was because her A. I sat with the teacher, she asked me what was going on, I told her. I was crying, she was crying. She ushered me into see the head who has said she is more than willing to try acting as a mediator with STBXW to see if I can get more access to my boys. This was a tough afternoon. Hopefully some positives will come from it. Back home now to an empty house. I bought some bubble bath. I am going to go for a run then soak in the tub with a cuppa and some podcast or music. I hope it works.
me45,W43 S9,S5 T15yrs M10yrs BD 4/07/15 W wants D 4/07/15 W filed 8/05/15 D petition arrived 21/12/15 Merry xmas, W,S5 S9 moved out 5/2/16