OTW...I am sure it is heartbreaking hearing the kids missing you so much, but it sounds like you had a very positive weekend overall. Seems very hopeful!
I agree with Vise...don't beat yourself up over your interactions with other women. This is a tough journey to navigate and we are all just feeling our way through the darkness. You didn't intentionally mislead anyone, and you learned something from the experience. Now you can go forward from there.