I am glade for you that you had a good event with the family. It will help you to keep doing what works. Seems like your having good interactions then backing off for a bit then good integrations.
The trip for your self sounds like fun. The thought has crossed my mind for a trip. Not a big traveler though.
Don't beat yourself up over the woman, you know you wont do anything you don't want to. Maybe honesty is best policy. That your looking for friends only.
Having a tough day but its nice to post on other threads for a change in what I am thinking.
Me late 30's W mid 30's T 15, M 10 S4, S7 ILYBNILWY June 2015 In house S July 2015 W rings off Oct 2015 My ring off Feb 2015 Separate houses June 2016