rich4j, same as you. desperate to stay in the family home, where the boys were born and grew from babies. Not sure I can. It kinda made me realise. when W walks away, there are so many issues we have to 'deal' with. To me, ironically, the least of these now is my stbxw. I miss my boys first and foremost. I know they are cared for by her but I miss them so much it hurts. I grieve my family life, my loss of fatherhood. My comfort, dreams, financial stability and so on. it seems I bounce from one to the other. Sometimes my coping is better with one topic than it is the others. Anxiety creeps in too. Where will I live. What will I do with all my stuff. I am 'starting again' Feels like a dream sometimes.
me45,W43 S9,S5 T15yrs M10yrs BD 4/07/15 W wants D 4/07/15 W filed 8/05/15 D petition arrived 21/12/15 Merry xmas, W,S5 S9 moved out 5/2/16
