I have NO IDEA how I am going to leave our house and move. The thought makes me vomit and cry...I couldn't sleep last night at all thinking about packing, and heading out of our fantastic house & neighborhood. My stomach turns even writing this? How do you get thru this????
We had a long talk last night about the house, where are we going to live, the dogs, etc....then alot of the daggers came out about the relationship which I tried not to respond to. It was so hard and I did my best to keep positive but afterwards just cried in bed on the parts/pieces that I know I screwed up in the relationship and take ownership
I just feel exhausted and unable to move forward. I am trying to play tennis tonight to keep busy but how do others pick up, move and get on with your life? It so hard.
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....
