Sat at my desk this morning. Was doing ok, feeling stronger. I Looked at facebook pics of my boys. Big mistake. I felt guilty if I didn't look at them, like I was betraying them somehow. I saw their smiles and our family life as it was. I feel cold. I feel empty. Big step backwards. Idiot.
me45,W43 S9,S5 T15yrs M10yrs BD 4/07/15 W wants D 4/07/15 W filed 8/05/15 D petition arrived 21/12/15 Merry xmas, W,S5 S9 moved out 5/2/16
