Extremely confused

[brutus3]

Oh and by the way, you'll need to detach yourself from her. Tell yourself you deserve better and what she does is beneath your standards as a person. It's done wonders for me during my separation. You'll drop the ball now and then but it will help you feel better about your situation and you'll feel better about yourself. You'll also be able to focus more on your boys since you'll be less focused on her. Hopefully the courts will give you a fair ruling, that's gotta be hard.