been doing great since my little melt down Sunday after seeing W. The weekend with the boys was awesome. And I have been in amazing moods waking up this week. Not sure if it's good sleeps or just getting better.

I walk around whistling lately and it makes me happier for whatever reason. Lol. School is tough but I'm taking it all in. Eating well. Keeping aclean house. Relaxing too, which is new because for the last 4 months I have been trying to occupy myself all the time.

I don't feel any need to respond to random texts from W. Yesterday she txt me saying S1 was grumpy all day and she didn't know why. I responded without offering advice or trying to fix it. Just said it's frustrating hope he gets better kind of thing.
Today she texted he is teething 2 more teeth that's why he was being a turd yesterday. I didn't see any need to respond. Still don't. Part of me feels like I should but it's habit. Part of me feels if I don't respond it's like I don't care about S but I know that's not true and babies teeth, he is going to for awhile still. What is responding going to do other than keep me attached to her and fill needs she wants from me. And that isn't happening until A is over.

The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.