First time poster-needs advice

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Thanks for your thoughts Zues. I've read a lot of what you wrote on your own post and on others and I always value your input. Your last sentence really struck a chord with me. In fact just today my IC mentioned I need to learn to start "dating" myself. She gave me a bunch of great ideas that I really need to start implementing.
I have never enjoyed being alone, and I'm just now starting to dig in and try to figure out why. I think another goal of mine this month will be to go out and do something (see a movie...get a drink) all by myself and really see how it feels. I do believe I need to start liking the person I am before I can expect my H or anyone else to.